I woke up this morning and decided that I’m going to make the best of my day ~ no more tears ~ no more feeling sorry for myself. I want to smile at everyone I encounter today and try to make their day a little brighter by staying positive and keeping my head up. Life’s too short to wallow in self loathing and pity. I encourage everyone to make the best of this beautiful day today ~~ I work 3-11:30 but I’m going to make this shift count! Have a beautiful day everyone!!!


Honey and The Moon - Joseph Arthur 

This song makes me sad and happy at the same time right now..
The day Michelle goes back to California… My mom loses her job. When it rains it pours sometimes.

I am trying not to have a panic attack again…..

My room alone is so big

But it’s a room alone is the catch.

bigjosh94: Thank you for sharing your thoughts on your blog. Super rad!

Thank you for caring :)

Anonymous: can you see yourself getting back together with her ever?

We both need to grow so much individually. I do believe everything happens for a reason…. so if one day our paths meet again and we have became everything we set out to be with the time we had to grow…. then I could see a possibility of that.


I just dropped Michelle off at the greyhound station. I can’t believe she’s really gone.